I see someone I trust has joined in with the gossip towards me. Great.
I'm going to be tested for social anxiety along with mild depression in a couple weeks.
Social anxiety would explain some things.
Like my constant guilty thinking and what used to be an obsession with social media.
Depression, however, would be a death sentence. If I'm diagnosed with depression, I don't stand a chance.
I mean, within my current conditions, a loving family at home, but judgement at school, simple need to be accepted will drive me further down the path of depression.